taking a new path

{image taken from here}

I've been kind of avoiding blogging lately, because I haven't had the mental space to talk about what's going on.  Things have been pretty chaotic in my life, emotionally speaking.  As some of you know, I occasionally suffer from anxiety, and the past three months have been a slow spiral downward.  

I haven't been happy at work.  Like, not at all.  I won't get into it all here, because that would be unprofessional, but suffice to say it has just turned out to be a really bad fit for me.  So I've done something scary.  I quit.  I left my stable, permanent job (after only four months there) to......nothing.  Yet.  No job lined up to go to.  Yet.  No interviews.  Yet.  Just....uncertainty.  But at least I won't be working in a toxic environment anymore.

Tomorrow is my last day.  It feels very surreal.  I have to keep reminding myself that it's okay to not know what's coming next.