It feels like I've been on a yo-yo roller coaster all year. From 72.4Kg down to 66.2Kg then back up to 70.4Kg. (For those of us who work in pounds not kilos; 2.2lbs in a kilo)
And I'm unhappy. I'm upset with myself. How could I let this happen? I worked so hard to lose that weight, and I felt so good. How could I let that slip, and end up almost back where I started?
I feel like I'm doomed to be "solid". And not a good "solid". (I'm short, so even incremental weight changes make a HUGE difference).
The Fella suggested I journal. I started a new blog instead, called "somewhere higher". This one will be dedicated solely to my personal journey in dealing with my weight and body image. It is a personal blog, even mores than this one, so I've set the settings to private. Only people who I "invite" are able to view it. So, trusted readers, if you're at all interested, drop me a line.
And I'm unhappy. I'm upset with myself. How could I let this happen? I worked so hard to lose that weight, and I felt so good. How could I let that slip, and end up almost back where I started?
I feel like I'm doomed to be "solid". And not a good "solid". (I'm short, so even incremental weight changes make a HUGE difference).
The Fella suggested I journal. I started a new blog instead, called "somewhere higher". This one will be dedicated solely to my personal journey in dealing with my weight and body image. It is a personal blog, even mores than this one, so I've set the settings to private. Only people who I "invite" are able to view it. So, trusted readers, if you're at all interested, drop me a line.
Totally interested! I'd love to be a cheerleader for you!
ReplyDeleteI just decided to give up wheat (read the book Wheat Belly, and after that how could you not? haha) and I am debating about blogging about it...good luck with your efforts,I'm in the same boat!!
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